Not another boring speech

The truth about being the silent one is that you have no idea about how your experience is going to be. There is no wrong in saying that you can’t make it, ignore all the” keep on trying or pushing yourself”, if you’re going to put all your energy into “getting up, trying to crawl up the wall” why not trying to divert your energy into something productive? Like finding a ladder or getting a bulldozer to break through the wall. Not asking you to accept failure and back off but accept it and assess it, see why you failed and how you can’t repeat it again; I’ve heard this from a thousand posts, people and motivational books and damn it my friend that really works. It’s simple logic but it’s the best logic available. Be shameless and smile towards your defeat cause you know one day you will be there. I thought about this, all one has to do is believe in themselves and they can really accomplish it. Before I bought my guitar I wondered, is this a fad? will I be able to hold the chords right. It did pain a lot but two weeks later I’m making that effort to write my own songs and come up with my own rhythm.  I understood about this so called power of “self-belief”. People get laughed at and made fun off but that doesn’t tend to affect me even when I accept it because I laugh along with them and see that I’m not going to fuel their amusement because they have the saddest sense of humour and an even sad way of spending that time. Being the silent one gives you an edge over the others, you can be the loudest one in the room, because you can suck it all in and give the best of everything.

For the ones who think that it isn’t happening, the so called life. Life’s right here mate and it’s the same as it was, you got to make it your own and do something out of it. I always thought I had it easy, but no its pretty tough if you loosen your screws and think Sir Isaac Newton is going to help you reach the ground from the sky that you led yourself to. Don’t lie to yourself, your just going to hurt yourself. Keep yourself healthy and alive in whatever you do.  Give it your everything in everything that you do. That’s how you survive and make it big.

Kurt Cobain was the king of grunge and was always on a high but people fail to ignore that he never encouraged drugs, smoking or alcohol.

I’m not writing this because I feel inspired or am a master of reaching a higher purpose but because I’ve been in the slump, it’s a inescapable blanket of blackness and you don’t want to be there, but the thing is there was never such a place, all an illusion. You just have to focus and strengthen your mind. Smile more, makes your blood cells even more active. After all we’re all part of a big engine.


Oh dear Hachiko

Dear Hachiko, dear Hachiko
Where did you go now?
dear hachiko, dear hachiko
i know you don’t like to bow
dear hachiko, dear hachiko
will you come home tonight?
dear hachiko, dear hachiko
please forgive our fight?

It’s a dark world out there
It’s a cold world and its unfair
There are people who would not care
About my dear hachiko
At this dark road
will i sit and stare

Your bark keeps me awake
That look towards that steak
To the end of my days
Is all that i will take
Dear Hachiko, dear hachiko
Where are you sniffing now?
Dear hachiko,hachiko do not sniff that cow

When you came into my life
I saw that you were heavens sent
When you gave me joy in my life
If i loose you now, i sure will lament
Because time with you hachiko
Will never seem to go
I see you coming hachiko
I’ll take out some milk & bread
Oh my dear hachiko, you’ve raised me from the dead
you’ve raised me from the dead
you’ve raised me from the dead

A Cigaret-less day


24 hours of pain
24 hours of strain
Still no hope
Haven’t seen my train
Alive, that’s what hope stands for
To break into the light
Asking nothing more

I see
These things that aren’t meant to be
The destiny
Of a lifeless living tree
I might
I might not understand
And at times
I might need a helping hand

I know i know i know
That the pain we go through
Let it go away
Let’s be something new
I care, i care, care
For the feelings that you shared
For the times you were with me
For the times you were scared

A minute less than nine
You think it is fine
But you keep all the goodness
Leave the dark things to be mine
A cigaret-less day
But what can i say
You think that i haven’t changed
I’m not lying today


A long wait


In a land of pain
Where you must, refrain
From speaking, what you know
From doing what you don’t know

In a land of Lust
Lets try to find the trust
In the hopes that will come
And make this our kingdom come

God will come and save
God will come and save, Darling
For your children & mothers
For our sisters & brothers

In a land of greed
We need some love
In our, hour of need
In a land of holy war
Ask yourself
What your fighting for?

Overcome the crime and pride
See the light, deep inside
Defend the weak and the helpless
Give hope to the hopeless
Give the women the right of way
Open the door to a new day

God will come and save
God will come and save, Darling
For you children & mothers
For our sisters & brothers

“To those who lay their lives for the land they live in”